"I loved you for that"

So, I watched WoM a second time, and listened to the commentary. And it's still just as depressing and scary. I was not in shock as much anymore, but I still spend the last 20 minutes going "oh no" and biting my nails.

( Cut because it was getting too long. Very slight WoM spoilers )

I have absolutely regained my love for DW. The last couple of months, I was becoming sort of indifferent to it. I'd found new fun shows, I didn't care what Moffat was doing, didn't care about DT leaving anymore (well I did care but just accepted it). The excitement was gone.
I just watched Sunday night out of loyalty,in a way. Because I still call myself a fan. But with this episode the squee is back, full-force.

And that means I'm really getting scared and sad, really, that RTD and DT are almost gone. And very anxious about S5 (No, SM, I will not call it Season 1), because while I want to give Moffat the benefit of the doubt and not judge everything he does because of one horrible episode (GitF if anyone was wondering), I do think that RTD's particular characterization and main plotlines are what make me love it.

I'm going to give it a fair chance, and I do believe Matt Smith could win me over. But I doubt it will be equal in my adoration to the show as RTD made it.